Going out for a drive, eating a kathi roll, washing it out with a mountain dew and ending it with a cup of strong coffee, a very exterior, rolling and synthesised lifestyle i have adopted.
As i tug in on my bed with a laptop and a pirated dvd full of action dealing with ugly corruption and murders, my eyes slowly drop into darkness and trying carefully to reach out for the laptop disconnecting the virtual world and pulling the plug off.
Getting hold of some sleeping pills and few drops of nasal liquid to settle my breathing to squeeze in some sleep. Sleeping is an effort and not natural for a modern metro male like myself anymore.
Getting up half way past midnight heavily breathing and feeling chocked and then spraying my throat with chemicals for relaxing a so called simple process called breathing.
My legs shaking, my head is heavy and my sugars are high, wondering what’s happening to me? My thoughts are not real anymore and my desires play merry.
I wonder when will I sleep?
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